“To say goodbye is better than never getting
an opportunity to say it altogether. The latter hurts more.” I never thought I will get to feel this statement
of mine so soon. I never thought in the wildest of my dreams, how things can
change within a matter of minutes. I will now never get an opportunity to say
goodbye to paa…3 days have passed and still the feeling has not sinked in my
heart that I will never ever see you again. They say it right- ‘some regrets
lasts forever’.
I wish I could tell you how much I love you
I wish I could tell you how much you mean to
me
I wish I could tell you how guilty I am now, for
anything wrong I said or did to you
I wish I could tell you how much I respected
you
I wish I could let you know how grateful I am
for everything you did for us, sacrificing your comforts
I wish I could thank you for the way you have
educated us and made us a good human being
I wish I had just 2 minutes to tell you
everything I have felt about you..
I wish…I wish…I wish….
I can only wish now as there is nothing I can
do. Don’t know what happened, when and how. Mind is blank..The void can never
be filled and the loss is irreplaceable. Still can’t believe, still feel like it’s
a nightmare, I will, get up and things will be fine. Can’t think of anything right
now. RIP paa….Love you. I know I will never be able to say goodbye to you ever...But wish you could read this from heaven's above..
8 comments:
Tattooed Mind said...
May the departed soul rest in peace. Close your eyes, touch your heart and you'll always find him there. He knows everything you wish to tell him. He's your Dad after all. Time will heal everything, Rebel. You know this, yet I'll repeat, I'm there for you anytime you need me. Do take care.
Anonymous said...
I am sure he knows that Richa he will meet meet you again in some mysterious way because life is endless and soul is immortal
Anonymous said...
hold on rebel, as amy said, time will heal everything.
Unknown said...
eternal rest be on paa's soul... i feel ur pain, he is proud of you and loves you more than you know(he knws you love him, you can still make him more proud)..., there is enuf rainbows in ur life... be strong
Rebellious Submission said...
Thanks guys..You people are my support system just like my mom n bro. Love u all..God Bless.
Hiren Chauhan said...
I really don't know which of my words can comfort your soul as I too have gone through this feeling of void but I surely can say one thing that, life goes on as it never stops, and time does wonders, it's the only healer we have. :) Take care.
Unknown said...
I am not finding any words that could comfort your pain of losing loved ones. I regret for what happened. Father's soul will rest in peace. Take Care. God Bless you and your family.
Anonymous said...
Richa...may your father's soul rest in peace..
But somepart of him still lives on within the memories which you had..within the love which he shared with his family and world around him..the struggles he took head on to keep his family happy.
Dont worry...be safe..and strong..God bless..